countdown days

so.. nk ckp pe ek.. a very wonderfull person of mine da wujudkn tembok yg sukar dihilangkn..

that guide me evry second whenever im in a mess..dlm keadaan terkeluar dr landasan ALLAH yg SATU.. 

xabes mdgr dgn sbr evry single thing dat i wanna say n bebel.. 

sbr dgn evry emotion that dia hadapi dgn tenang.. 

layan evry perlakuan ke atas dia.... 

masenye abes dicuri..

millions of thnks xckop utk dipanjatkn to ALLAH coz i meet dia.. 

i always pray to ALLAH.. 

mudah2an tercapai hasrat dia utk berkhdmat sckop2nye kat family dia yg tsyg.. 

dilimpahi rezki yg infiniti.. dipecepatkn rezki dtg..  tlampau byk mende yg nk diucapkn tp xmampu.. 

things come to kritikal when diri ini lupa diri.. well.. try to understand things, but its seems already to late.. hmm.. senang cter, rupenye.. diri ini mcm pngalaman pahit bg dia~

ku sangkakan its ok to keep on pujuk without putus asa atas sumer kehendak,, rupenya dia stuju dlm keadaan tpkse.. nak fhmkn satu2 hal n cube perbetulkn.. dikatakn pusing ayat..

m i this bad..

im just mampu praying evry second to Dia yang SATU..

bln 5-7 adlh bln kritikal bg diri ini stiap thn..

yg mane, saat ni, satu2 realation mula terputus.. wujud jurang n plg trok.. dikhianati..

10hb 6 ni, resign.. rabu..

so.. skrg sabtu.. 4more days to go.. so bored.. nothing to do..

wanna go out, but with who? the person of mine da blk ke tanah air sndri.. n wont come back..

mmber2? romate blk kpg..

mmber2 1 umah yg 3org g umah pkcik..

lg 2org stil in their beauty sleep.. well.. penat keje shift mlm..

me? oh my.. very bored.. wanna go out with who? 

wanna call who? 

wanna chit chatting with who?

damn..

well.. rabu ni las keje.. kamis prepare resume.. jumaat got interview..  sabtu pindah brg2.. ahad insyaallah if ada rezki baru pulang ke ipoh.. kalo ibarat burung~kembali ke sarang burung, tempat asal kter..

tp pastu nk watpe?

damn.. im lost.. nothing to do...

BOREDDDDDD